My Worries. ~Promise

I'm going to be honest. And this is going to be uncomfortable, but I'm worried. About everything. I'm worried about my friends and I drifting apart, I'm worried about love and romantic relationships. I'm worried we're growing up too fast, and at the same time, too slow. I'm just frazzled. I dead tired of who likes who and thinking about my life and all the drama of teenage years. I literally hate drama. It wears me out and makes me feel anxious. I tired of feeling like nobody cares about me. I'm tired of feeling jealous of my friends that all do things together. I'm tired of it all.

There. I said it.

The scriptures say to cast your burden on the Lord. That's what I'm going to do now. Take it all, 'cause I'm tired of carrying it. I create all these stupid problems, get caught up in things that don't matter. I am my own worst enemy. That's why I'm going to start trying to roll with the punches more. I'm starting now, and I can't look back. Maybe it won't all suddenly get better. Okay. Maybe all my worst fears come true. Who cares? If I have a close walk with God, I won't have to bear it all alone. I don't have to control everything. That's God's job, and he's good at it. I need to see the good, enjoy my life! The scriptures say that man is that he might have joy! If God wanted us to be sad, he wouldn't have given us beautiful things in life. God is good, and he knows my situation. I just have to trust him.

~Promise.